Not sleeping truly sucks. I am a zombie.

Night after night my eyes open at 1 or 2 am, and that’s it. It’s miserable.

I try to go back to sleep. I get up and take a bath. Saturday night, I cleaned my apartment from top to bottom. Even scrubbing floors all night didn’t put me to sleep.

I’m cranky. I’m punch-drunk. I’m exhausted.

I’m praying this is temporary, and not some constant of perimenopause.

It’s always said that people like Martha Stewart and Bill Clinton barely sleep. And they’re so accomplished! And they don’t look like zombies. How?!!!!!!!!!


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